AhoyCaptainKat

I give up, I'm done. No more art from me, no more journals from me, this is the last thing i'll put on here possibly. I'm done I've just about had it. I'm on my breaking point. There's nothing you can do to un-convince me from making this choice, It's my life it's my choice you all don't control me. I'm giving up I have no future, I have no "friends" I am no one, I am nothing. It's my time well I feel like it's my time to go. I'm tired of being in this never ending loop of emotional break downs. I'm tired of being the victim I'm tired of feeling like everything's my fault. I'm sick & tired of feeling sick & tired maybe I won't go tonight or t

So it seems my digital art sucks bollocks considering the fact I use a cheapy mouse instead of a fancy tablet like some people. I'll try to upload more traditional art but it won't be for a good while since my grades are low, I'm sick, battling myself in depression & other confidential things. I rarely get on here maybe to check my inbox drop a comment here & there or lurk for a day or two then I'll go. Yeah I don't have many watchers but for the ones that actually like to look at this crappy account then um yeah okay. Maybe it'll get better maybe it won't I don't know I can't predict the damn future. So the meantime I'll be silent for awhile

I give up on everything I give up I'm tired of feeling regretful guilty I give up. I'm sick & tired of feeling sick & tired.